I swing from the chandelier, I hold on and wait for dawn. again and again I think I like this game. playing with my mind. stop rewind repeat. faces haunt me. old restless bones rattling to the symphony. you know infinite present past i'm falling in between. holding on to the ripping seam. shivers running through me but dulled by medication. try to hold on to motivation. one two three, namasté. breathe reach reach reach for the sky. reproducing recycling the past over and over. try to put it all on fire but the demons will not die. i need to turn it all around and feed of their energy. angle it through a crystal of rainbows. i refuse to lay down defeated. you will never win. even when im wrong im right.
Oct31