it's all gonna be loud from now on. try tune it in. restring my guitar and forget about everything. get lost in the chords and just let go of the melody. at the ready. distortion. angry drums. I wanna make something new.
Dec3
all in chains. nailed to the corners of my head. I know there will be a new day where I can see bright colours. but when when when. I know there is a limit to my patience. Im going wild. I want to break free from all these illusions covering my eyes like a silent blanket of snow.
all I have to do is stay strong. but what does it mean? do I tell myself these tears falling down my face are just part of my chemistry. the way my eyes goes puffy and red is just a part of how... I hate it. Im out of words. it's like they have no meaning.
for all the girls who had someone steal their honor and respect. for those who had someone stabbing you over and over again with a blade made of evil. for all the girls who suffer from trauma. for all the girls who were raped.
you're not alone. Im here with you. we will find a way...
like a ray of light moving through crystal.