Even when Im wrong Im right

I swing from the chandelier, I hold on and wait for dawn. again and again
I think I like this game. playing with my mind. stop rewind repeat. faces 
haunt me. old restless bones rattling to the symphony. you know infinite 
present past i'm falling in between. holding on to the ripping seam. 
shivers running through me but dulled by medication. try to hold on to 
motivation. one two three, namasté. breathe reach reach reach for the sky. 
reproducing recycling the past over and over. try to put it all on fire 
but the demons will not die. i need to turn it all around and feed of their
energy. angle it through a crystal of rainbows. i refuse to lay down 
defeated. you will never win. even when im wrong im right.

Rope

How do you fight addiction. Mind floating in sweet fiction. Colors covering 
my eyes. Life as it is in disguise. Chained to bed. Only screaming noices in 
my head. Can feel my heart jumping, though I play dead. You look at me with 
hungry eyes. Dress me naked. Make it impossible for me to fake it. Misuse once 
was a game. Now all I feel is shame. The hunter became the hunted. Chasing 
ghosts in midday sun. Collecting 'em, and keeping 'em in my pocket.

Puke. Choke. Release. ME.