Monthly Archives: July 2012

VITO

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From the left Paal, me, Mario, and a little bit Aleks. Split-gig VITO and Fatty Sunroad.

May 16th. Photo from our second gig ever at Det Grøne Tredet in Volda – Norway. The night we had the warm up for my beloved friends Fatty Sunroad. The crowd was amazing. I had my two best friends there, Nikko and Marielle. Insane. Couldn’t turn my head left nor right for a week after head banging and jumping around so much. VITO – I can’t wait till we get together, play around, and make music together again. Counting the days. The summer’s been to long. Get your cute, small lazy asses up here, and bring your guitars, drumsticks, and happy crazyfuck spirit. Punky sure miss you guys. Love K

Stiff nipples

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Asphalt dried up – yesterday it was raining cats and dogs. Sunshine through my window. Got up 0630am. Early shift. Longboarding – before, and after work. Again. Good day. Yeah. It really is a good day. Loving it. I’m smiling. Though my back is killing me, and my stomach is crying like a baby. Going to hang out with a friend of mine, Tonje, at play area/park named Årneset. It’s a big green area beside the mystic dark lake named Rotevatnet. We plan to do nothing. Perfect. Last night I played my first game of chess against Marius, whom is a solid nerd in many fascinating ways, and won. I could not believe what was happening before my eyes. I get it. The game. Chess. WTF. Finally. BUT, I got totally owned the first 20 minutes. New beginner’s luck I guess. Probably wont ever happen again! I’m stoked anyway. Learning new skills has become a must-do-thing in my life. I usually do stuff I’m not very good at. Now I’ll go back to doing nothing (which I on the other hand got master skillz in doing). Cause nothing really is something worth doing. Love K.


Been kind of  COLD and windy in Volda lately. Gotta fix my side cut soon… !


Monkey faces. Mikael and Tonje. Last week Mikal, Johannes and I went to check out Tonje’s new crib.


Sweet kiddo in her new apartment. She’s even got saloon doors in her kitchen! HAA! By the way I totally adore the slippers.


Before everything went out of hand, and resulted in a massive blackout…


Mikael and Johannes. Me and Tonje came up with the genius idea of bringing the tequila dance down to the Rotevatnet-lake. We decided to take a bath. Naked. All of us splashing around in the dark muddy water. Luckily the night was pitch black. I’ll admit I’m a naked chicken. Fun though. Norwegian summer. Come here on vacation, and you wont miss any stiff nipples. Goose bumps all over. Unfortunately I was so drunk I forgot to take any pictures.


Confident man, Marius. In a relaxed mood. After two moves he’d already eaten one of my pawns. I actually managed to place all the 16 pieces on their right places on the square checkered board, all by myself. This new stuff, I like it.


White queen conquers all. I lost most of my staff but I knocked him down at last. WIN.


Today I woke up to this – sun shining in my bedroom window. Wohooo!


My life – rolling on a skateboard in a woolen sweater.

TUNEZ TODAY: Shphongle – Ineffable Mysteries From Shpongleland.
One of my favourite records of all time. YOU should listen closely to the entire album as a whole. Lay down, and close your eyes. Let the vibrations that travel through the air melt into your ear wax. Breathe.

Sk8

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Roller coaster, stuck in a loop. Daylight, gone. Nada. Just tired. Always. Constantly whining. Eight days to go, and then I’m free. Free like not under the control or in the power of another. To be able to act or be done as one wishes. I have no ambitions other than to have a happy life and be free – have a free choice. These days I’m chained. So stressful, so demanding. Work. Again, and again. Money, unfortunately I cannot live without them. Late shift starts in fifteen minutes. Better get u out of bed. Lazy. Put on some clothes, and brush my teeth. Longboard. Skate. The best way to get to work. A longboard is a longer variant of a skateboard. It is commonly used for cruising, downhill racing, slalom racing, sliding, and/or transport. Don’t know why I added that last part. Everyone know what a skateboard is. Hopefully. Anyway. Got a homemade Longboard as a present for my birthday last year – from Nico’s dad. Awesome. The best gift ever. Happy tears in my eyes. It has nearly killed me three times. I’ll post a picture of my baby later. Bye, I’m off. K

TUNEZ TODAY: The Cat Empire – Two Shoes.

Moments

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Good morning sunshine

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Been working night shifts the past couple of days. Honestly I’m exhausted, but luckily I finally got some sleep tonight. I sure need the energy! Gonna jump into the shower and pack the rest of my stuff, and then we’re off to Nordfjordeid and Malakoff Rockfestival. I’m so excited! A friend of mine, Lars, is coming to pick up us up any minute. I really don’t have the time to blog, but what the heck. This weekend is going to be awesome! I love festivals. Nothing beats good music, love and laughter among good music loving friends. Last night Nico, me and frenchy-boy Mikael were having dinner, experiencing slugs for the first time. Or, Michael is french so he’s familiar with the concept of eating slimy aliens, but for me and Nico it sure was something new. I’ll post a review of the slugs later, but for now I can say that it was all good, together with red wine, garlic butter and bread… Mmmm, munchies. Now the sun is shining, the temperature is rising, and I finally get the feeling of Norwegian summer. Chill and delightful. Enjoy your day, love K.

After dinner we went outside to check out Mikael’s new back yard. I was so full I just had to sit down. Lazy bum.

TUNEZ TODAY: Turbonegro – The Apocalypse Dudes album. Tomorrow I’m gonna see them live for the first time in three years. Even got a TurboJugend jacket to put on for the concert. It’s gonna get crazy, happy motherfuckers gonna dance all night!

Peace in a puddle

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Tonight I got Photoshop CS5 installed on my MacBook. I’m thrilled. Edited a picture just for testing. It’s me late in the evening dreaming for peace in a puddle. Tossing and turning. Another night of restless sleep. 4:13am. New day and I’m already on to it. Organizing. Preparations. Been reading and researching what to do-stuff in Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, and Thailand. Early bird catches the worm. It also catch wrinkles. After a heavy power nap I’ll go look for a backpacker sack. Gonna seize the day!

TUNEZ TODAY: Band of Skulls – Lay My Head Down, and the rest of the Sweet Sour album. Loveit.

Spider

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Rain wont stop us from skating the streets. Dancing the nights away. 
Rain drop on my lip, sweet kisses on your cheek.

Got a friend of mine back in town. Happy birthday to me! 22 years old. Can’t say that I feel any older. The only thing I know is that I’ve done more things since last time I celebrated my birthday. Stupid things, but also smart ones. But that’s what I do, I do stuff. I don’t mature. Or, that’s what feels like, haven’t quite got the hang on things, yet. Acting like a child, stumbling around on the floor trying to learn to walk. I still trip and fall flat on my face so I guess I’m just not done practicing. Life. It’s hard to practice. Still got so many things to do. SO we just saw The Amazing Spider-Man in 3D at the local cinema, and it was absolutely brilliant. Loved it. The perfect way to salute another year of living. Seriously, I was sitting next to a bunch of 12 year old kids, and together we gasped with excitement as the silhouette of Peter Parker covered the screen. I found myself behaving like the seven year old me, hopelessly in love with cartoon character dressed in a skintight red and blue suit – pretending I was the girl in his arms swinging past the sky scrapers. The superhero. The weird, nerd guy wearing glasses. We always had so much in common! Back when I was a kid I used to watch Spider-Man: The Animated Series on TV. It was the best. Along with Tom & Jerry of course. But, the spider-boy, you go watch him, see for yourself, cause he sure is amazing!

Nerd-vibe on our way back home. Now I’m off into Soul Society and the chasing and slicing of Hollows. The manga Bleach by Tite Kubo. AWESOME. I’ll never get to old for comics.

TUNEZ TODAY: The Strokes – the album Reptilia. Brings back so many memories. Good ones. Peace and Love Borlänge 2010 and Roskilde Festival 2011. ♥

Stupid

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Birds are singing. Loud. Gathering or something. Outside my window. 
And I'm not sleeping.

5:16am as I’m writing these words. Should’ve closed my eyes and forced myself to dance into dreamland hours ago. As usual I just couldn’t. Staying up late summer nights never seem to bore me. The fact that I don’t mind my eyes glaring and my stomach crying out loud for breakfast really get me going. Nico will show up at my place in about less than two and a half hours. That’s probably why I’m so excited. Haven’t seen each other since he left Volda in the middle of June. Been reading the manga Bleach for hours. I’m a geek and I’m proud of it. Addicted. I also can’t sleep because I’ve left my outdoor open (because I never can hear him nock if I’m fast asleep), and a couple of weeks ago I got experience with late night douchebags who stole into my apartment, and locked them selves up in my bathroom. Stupid, blond skank just had to pee pee. Stupid, big, scary dude as her companion. Why do people always bother my sleep? And why always the nights I actually sleep… Stupid, stupid, stupid. She could’ve borrowed the toilet with actual permission if she’d been clever enough to knock, and asked before she disrespectfully urinated on my property. I dislike stupid people. Anyway, now this post is also getting stupid. It’s like I’m losing the threads. Don’t know where I’m going. I know I’m losing them. Mess. Just like my knitting project. Stupid. Again. I know cupid is stupid. Yet I smile. Two hours and I’m no longer a workaholic loner living in a sitting box. Finally. No more nights petting my tear wet pillow. Now I’m just playing emo. Stupid. Birds are still singing. I think this will be a good day. After some sleep of course! 6:30am. Zzzz. Good morning sunshine!

22 hours ago. I should post a picture to let you now how the present situation looks like.
I’ll skip it just to save your tears. Zombie.

TUNEZ TODAY: Nirvana – Lake of Fire, Dumb, Drain You, Very Ape.
And if you haven’t heard it before, her words never die, ever. Check out Patti Smith – The Salvation of Rock (Live), first track on the album Easter Rising. Then you space out for an hour hearing the rest of it. Enjoy yourself! Y

Ripe for change

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Air tastes sweet. Flow of heartbeats. Another proof of living. 
Chasing a dream. In my head I'm skating a moonbeam.

 

Lazy living, everyday that is. The only not-lazy thing I’m doing these  hot summer days is making money, and a lot of them too, I wish. From now on, as you’ve already noticed, I’ll try to write this blog in English. I know life is full of challenges. No doubt this is one of them! I’m struggling. Hopefully those of you who’ve managed to stumble over this blog will have some patients, (pray I get better after some practice!) and eventually, hopefully you will get some of the idea of my chaotic thinking and expressions with words. I will add some pictures to try fill the gaps of vagueness.

A major, teeny tiny – eight thousand words – assignment is waiting for us down under, this upcoming semester. Better start  now, feed my brains with useful information and trigger my inner nerd to come forward. Make the it breathe! Old school brainiac. It’s as clear as crystal, the paper won’t write itself… Anyway, cash is king. I’m off to work in a couple of hours. Again and again. Most of this summer I keep myself occupied working late shifts, nights and early mornings. Work, eat, sleep – repeat. Same old story. This time I like it though. Even got the time for some socializing!

For those who haven’t read any of my earlier posts, this fall I’m planning to study abroad and get some extra study points to finish my bachelor degree. Earlier this spring I some how succeeded in making and performing a puppet-play for children all by myself, and then wrote my bachelor paper in drama and theater. I still haven’t had the time to let the fact that it’s all over sink in. The practical music exam also went well. Got mark B on both subjects. It’s weird and confusing, all of it, really. That’s why I’m going. September 3rd. All I have to do is print the plane tickets and pack my stuff. Already started. Just a little. I was lucky to get in on a Austral-Asian culture-course at Griffith University in Brisbane. I told mom I will be coming home for Christmas. Or will I?

Yesterday my boyfriend Nico ordered tickets for us to Malakoff Rockfestival 2012. Nordfjordeid – July 20th and 21st. In a few days they will bump down into my mail box, everyone will be happy and it will also be awesome. We’ll be joining a couple of friends from Volda, like Malin, her boyfriend Torbjørn and my bestfriend Oddis. Finally a break from paid work, restless sleep and responsibility. An opportunity to celebrate my 22 year long survival, maybe… This year I’ve eventually started living. I guess you should not need any reason to celebrate. Life it self is a never ending party, they say. Nico said he would show up this Tuesday or Wednesday, just in time for my birthday. I sure miss that face. Lars Winnerbäck (!!!) the mysterious poet-man with the dreamy beard, and a chill voice that sings lyrics that makes my heart cry in a good way… This year he’s coming for Norway.

The whole festival will be lovely. Turboneger and Seigmen are going to be insane. Seen Turbo before at both Malakoff and Raumarock, but I guess Turboneger will be something else now changing their name back to negro and bringing along their new Tony Sylvester. I have listened a little to their new album “Sexual Harassment”, and I have to admit the british accent doesn’t blow me away anywhere new – rather back to my rebel teenage years jumping around in a mosh pit. The Duke of Nothing really is something different than previous former vocalist Hans Erik “Hank Von Helvete” Dyvik Husby which left the band in 2009. -And that’s a good thing. Bare Egil Band, Dum Dum Boys, Casio Kids and Den Svenska Björnstammen. Rival Sons and Meshugga. Yay! Can’t wait to check out the other headlines. Been there two summers before. It’s like my legs are tripping at the disco. I’m shaking. Yeah, this summer got me trembling.

Bach home at Vestnes and Tomrefjorden I had a wonderful time. The following pictures describes some of it. It hits me, five years has passed since I left. Since I cursed into the night and made a lifetime promise to myself – to never ever live stuck in that shit hole ‘Fjorden’ again. Pardon my language. I guess the world has changed and expanded into many directions the last couple of years. I don’t mind a visit now and then, it’s good to be home.

 
Little sister Linnea, and her best friend with her awesome hair, Mathea.
 
Funny picture of dad and mom. – View of the forests in the area where I grew up. My old house behind the hill to the right
 
My folks’ new house to the left. And further into the wild we go… – My blond natural hair color has grwon back. Yay.

  
Finally back together with my girls. Rosé wine to celebrate, one year has passed since last time.


Nina got her hair extended. Fascinating concept. I like it.
 
Michelle’s beautiful little creature – he’s kind of my little nephew – Matheo.
 
Early morning fun, I were playing horse and he was my owner.
  
Adorable little hunk. – Marielle and Michelle.

Michelle and me on one of the old bridges in Vestnes “centrum”

     
We were all staying at Marielle’s mom’s place for a couple of days. The last night we had shrimps and wine. Mmm.

 
 

 I’m blessed with the world’s most beautiful friends and family.

57 days to go.

Australia, I’m getting prepared by twisting my mind thinking big pink and yellow spiders are Pokémon. I’ve been studying an Aussie spider-guide that Nico left by before he moved back to Asker. He’d seen a lot of them back in Cairns he said. Now I regret even hearing about the book in the first place. I admit I’m a chicken. I screech like a girl when I see one… Long, slim hairy legs. A lot of them. And then there’s too many eyes. They seem to be all over the place. The creatures on the pages are still eye-contacting me, luring in the back of my permanent – long term memory. One creepy crawl had big red horns and an extra pair of eyes I’m sure. Goosebumps all over. I bet the jungle spiders in Nam are even more colorful. I’m gonna catch ’em all.

TUNEZ TODAY:
Warpaint – Elephants, Devendra Banhart – Lazy Butterfly.

Hjarte

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Etter at tidligvakta (den som begynner om litt over fire timer) er ferdig, og jeg har vært pliktoppfyllende, søt og snill miljøarbeider hele formiddagen, kan jeg endelig spurte ned, overfrådes av melkesyre, såvidt rekke å ta ut penger i minibank, og til slutt stupe inn på Timekspressen – destinasjon Vestnes. Kjenner jeg meg selv rett går det sånn akkurat.

MEN, uansett hvor vanskelig jeg pleier å ha det med å komme meg ut døra er motivasjonen klar og positivt innstilt. Det MÅ gå. I aller verste fall kommer det en ny sjanse en time senere. I løpet av ettermiddagen i morgen befinner jeg meg endelig i samme rom som Marielle, Nina, Michelle og verdens fineste Matheo. Savn. Det verker langt inn i hjerterota. I morra, snart, endelig. Sjelefred.

And by the way, Happy Birthday 4th of July, US America. I guess mom will have a Budweiser to celebrate. If I had any money I would’ve done the same. Cheers!

LYD I DAG:
Frank Zappa – Freak Out! (Hele albumet, lyssna nu då!)

Sandpapir

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Når alle tanker og følelser stritter i alle himmelretninger. Når tunga føles som sandpapir og jeg i steden for å blomstre, vissner. Når tørsten tar meg. Når sola igjen steker der oppe på sommerhimmelen. Tørke, støv og aske. Det brenner. Buksene mine brenner. Jeg lever i fornektelse. En løgner, er jeg. For jeg vet jeg juger. Jeg juger til meg selv. Skorpene slår sprekker. Sårene åpner seg. Det blør og jeg vet det igjen blir tungt å puste. De var aldri grodd. Det svir fortsatt. Kvalm i halsen. Faen. Svart natt. Alt dør inni meg. Igjen er det ingenting. Ingenting. Ingenting. Ingenting. FAEN.

Snart ser jeg den på ny. Sola. Det er i alle fall det jeg kontinuerlig repeterer for meg selv. Messe. Det blir en ny morgen. En ny dag. Et nytt jeg. Frem til da sparker jeg småstein i grusen. Havet, det tok meg og jeg gav meg hen. Nå er jeg igjen livredd for å drukne. I steden for å holde hodet over vannet flykter jeg. Frykten tar meg. Igjen blir jeg tafatt. Paralyserers. Krymper. Jeg, tynn og jævlig. Angsten, den må gi seg snart. For dette funker ikke. På stedet hvil står jeg. Aleine. Til syvende og sist har vi bare oss selv, for å sitere min mor. Jeg liker ikke at hun har rett. Det byr meg imot å ta opp kampen. Likevel vet jeg er på tide å komme seg videre.

LYD I DAG:
Slightly Stoopid – Circle House Blues, This Joint, No Cocaine, Supernatural